Just so you know…I’m not happy right now. If I was overflowing with ideas again, I’d welcome the insomnia. Now I just want to sleep. It’s God getting revenge on me, since I accepted a “Jesus is Coming. Look Busy.” picture as a Christmas present.
No major news. Hopefully, I should get back into the swing of things while I’m on holiday. Back in work on the 3rd, so I have just under a week to perform a miracle.
I just want to make that absolutely clear to anyone who has their doubts in regards to my feelings on the matter of Christmas Time (Which has apparently mysteriously become ONE WORD this year . . . we’ve received not one but THREE cards with the expression CHRISTMASTIME as a word.)…Death to sodding ChristmasTime.
Don’t get me started.
Leave me alone.
…I’ll update some more in the new year when I’ve cheered up…
I officially started to write “Vampyr Snyper: Divided They Fall” as of 27 November 2005, 13:32:55 (I took the “Created Date” from the Document 🙂 hence the exactness).
To be honest, I was getting a little worried. All the planning and a lack of any real inspiration was starting to piss me off. I was at the stage where even trying to start something new was just making me angry. But now I’m happy! Happy as a . . . a . . . fish. I’m sticking with that.
As usual, I don’t know where the change came, at what point I thought “Oh, wait, I CAN still do this!” but I’m glad it’s back. I really am . . . there’s no other way to describe it. Just . . . yeay!
Now I’m gettin all these ideas, and I remember I had a dream about some characters last night. I can’t remember who it was or in what context (damn me for not writing things down when I wake up), but it’s all good.
I’m going away now . . . to do more writing! That’s write! AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHahahahaaaaa . . . (Sigh)
So I bought the game FAHRENHEIT last week and completed it over the weekend. It’s an interesting way to lose a few hours and had me on the edge of my seat in many parts. I say 8/10: the controls were not so sharp as the look and feel. Anyway, it got me in the right frame of mind to get some ideas on paper.
There were reports on the news about bad fog yesterday, and they weren’t kidding. I couldn’t see my car when I went out yesterday morning! There’s something about fog, especially when you’re driving through it. It’s as though the world is forgetting what it is, and it’s only when you get closer that it realises what it’s supposed to look like. Walking through it is creepy, it was giving me the chills, but at the same time inspiring.
I am working solely on plans at the moment, because trying to take off BLOOD OF AGES while THE GENESIS is still in “the shop” is only making me angry. I have a lot of ideas for a different direction for the following stories (which I may be reducing to five from the initial six), which is getting me worked up. Catch 22, really. I can’t work on the stories because it doesn’t have a stable plan and I can’t work on the plans because I just want to scribble everything down into a chapter or a scene!